Wallflower.Miss

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Posted on 2009-05-18 by

I'm ignoring you recently,i didnt call after i told you i will,i didnt care how were you going and your feelings.I'm acting pretty cold to you and i can fell it babe.

I once again realize that you want just a warm heart until yesterday. It's not too much to ask but i didnt give you that. I told you i'll be there whenever you need.And i told this to myself too. But i let you down lately. I'm literally sorry!

I almost forgot my promises to you and to myself, my wishes and my dreams until this friday. Now i'm back,to the rachel who you ever known.

I thought "Te Amo" would really scares me out and i thought i might will never tell it to anybody until yesterday when i realize your place in my heart and the fact of that i'm loosing you.And i suddenly found out i can't bear it.

I'll keep "Te Amo" to you until the day i could realize what i promised to you. And in that day,i'll stand in front of you,looking into your eyes and tell you,

Emily.Wilson,I Love You! Te Amo Mucho!

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已保护：山茶花

Posted on 2009-04-30 by

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绞绞牛皮糖是不是甜的

Posted on 2009-04-27 by

绞绞糖有它与生俱来的纠结混乱的特制

牛皮糖是咬也咬不断

让我纠结混乱的东西,想放却放不下的东西...

你是我心中的绞绞牛皮糖!!!

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ANOTHER MONDAY COMES

Posted on 2009-04-26 by

明天又是个星期一.对每个星期都存在无望的期望.期望,失望,期望,失望...重复重复......每个星期都是一样.我明白,我骨子里面就是平静和不争.我就是那种对想要的人,望而却步,一点都不主动的人,甚至会往后退.我就应该像别人一样卯足了劲像前面冲.我一点都不喜欢失去掌控甚至被掌控.感觉极度不安全.

JASON MRAZ的IM YOURS让我感觉极爽~棒球飞入掌心,HOLD,的感觉让我超玉枕纱厨爽~猛击网球的感觉也让我超玉枕纱厨爽~

我就是需要发泄,发泄... 然后放下该放下的.就该把该当NOBODY的当成NOBODY. 不去CARE不用CARE的.

但是我我一点都不想放下

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EMILY

Posted on 2009-04-24 by

就像家一样,总可以让我在外面放纵够了,回来感觉的尽是温暖

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睁一支眼闭一支眼地消磨

Posted on 2009-04-18 by

昨天晚上凌晨的时候突然开始打雷闪电下大雨,一个人在家开始恶心想吐然后莫名其妙发慌.给人发短信,又不回!!只好再次发挥我的乐观主义精神,试图让自己相信不回信息的理由是情有可原的...不知道是不是春天来了的原因,昨天又在半夜莫名其妙地从本来香甜无比的睡梦中醒过来,开始胡思乱想,而且还无法再次睡着,并且还要期盼着白天的快点到来...这就是导致我今天又一直睡到下午3点多才起来的原因...真的是邪有暗香盈袖恶呀!

在这个星期的某一天在某同学的提醒下,发现还有两个多月就要放暑假了.其实这学期除了每天忙到忙不动以外我觉得真的还好,起码过得快.我尽量表现得很好.努力学习,认真工作,尽量不和EMILY打电话,努力克制自己不去在乎无意义的事.但是有时候在某种原因的吸引下,也容易把持不住,但是起码我在很认真的努力!上个星期和一帮同学去SOHO,去K歌,去堕落一直到早上6点多.然后发现我开始喜欢在CLUB里面放下一切的HIGH,只有酒精,音乐和烟熏妆的感觉.至少在那个时候可以有种什么都不管,都不想的轻松.

放假了以后,我想去游荡,去青海,那里的金沙湾,鸟岛然后再一路去内蒙古,骑马,看草原上的日出和日落.我好想骑马,好久都没有骑过了.

尼泊尔,我想去看他们的圣山圣湖.听说那里DEMASIADA BONITA!

我喜欢闻起来很干净的香水和烟,还有很凉的酒.让我想起小时候,好朋友和EMMALICA.其实更多的时候是什么都不会想起.只是很纯粹的对一种感觉的喜欢.还有就是对很GAY的事情,很大的压力和一种无法用语言组织的耐心的一种消磨.

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17,junio

Posted on 2009-02-10 by

Día de enero

Te conocí un día de enero,
con la luna en mi nariz
Y como ví que eras sincero
En tus ojos me perdí

Que torpe distracción
Y que dulce sensación

Y ahora que andamos por el mundo
Como Eneas y Benitin
Ya te encontre varios rasguños
Que te hicieron por ahí

Pero mi loco amor
Es tu mejor doctor

Voy a curarte el alma en duelo
Voy a dejarte como nuevo
Y todo va a pasar
Pronto verás el sol brillar

Tú más que nadie mereces ser feliz

Ya vas a ver como van sanando
Poco a poco tus heridas
Ya vas a ver como va
La misma vida a decantar la sal que sobra del mar

Y aunque hayas sido un extranjero
hasta en tu propio país
Si yo te digo ¿Como dices tu?
Tu aún dices ¿Que decis?
Y lloras de emoción oyendo un bandoneón

Y aunque parezcas despistado con ese caminar pausado
Conozco la razón que hace doler tu corazón
Por eso quise hacerte esta canción

Ya vas a ver como van sanando
Poco a poco tus heridas
Ya vas a ver como va
La misma vida a decantar la sal que sobra del mar

Es una canción tan bonita como tú.Te conocí un día de junio,una estación verde.Tienes los ojos verde como el agua del Mar Mediterraneo. En tus ojos me perdí.Conozco la razón que hace doler tu corazón.Espero curarte poco a poco tus heridas.Tienes el alma brillante.Nena,tú más que nadie merecer ser feliz.Espero que estás feliz cada día.

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Can we fly?

Posted on 2009-02-05 by

毛驴说:我们都缺爱却拥抱而且缺得厉害

我有时候也这么觉得!

计划...策划书做了就没再翻开 SKYPE好久没用了 AIM你不在就没开 YAHOO,它不听你的话,呵呵,你不会再用它了,但是我依然想念你的RAINBOW WORDS; QQ,天天都是QQ,想起来就烦美剧看得少了 IPOD上的专辑更新得慢了西语也听得少了英语用得没以前多了我好象很放纵自己其实感觉很不爽

成长,一瞬间的事; 宇宙, 刹那; 永恒,不在.

CAN WE FLY BABE??

空虚的时候想起你你的生日又快到了

I WISH, ONEDAY,

I CAN TELL YOU :" HAPPY B-DAY!" IN PERSON,

AND YOU,

ARE HOLDING MY HAND.

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有些东西不能得到放在心里慢慢变成一种寄托

Posted on 2009-01-28 by

Like you...

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I Like Giants

Posted on 2009-01-22 by

I almost forget about you this late period until i visited my first page and heard the song"I Like Giant". As if im back to my 17 ,things are so familiar,clear and so--resonable. I almost forget "i'll be still on the ground so u know,im not flying away without you" that i told you until i see it again still right besides my default pic. And I almost forget the words i putted under your pic until i found that i missed our time.I read "When The Sun Is Blind" again,which i wrote to you.And then i realize that i feel the same way abt you like i used to do.Your face still reminds me of rainbow color,sunshine,white clauds in the sky , refelection on the water,dewdrop from the mountain and my A--ca dream. I guess i'll always do,and though it's not possible for us to be together but you simply will be and are my muse.

You walk in beauty like night.

Brighter than the reflection on the water that you shine.

The passion & colors in your eyes,

Are like the honey and wild rose & the moon in the sky.

"I want to be the girl with the most cake..." remember babe?

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